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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Mar 241 min read
Lessons From My Trauma - pt 6
What did After do? After meant I wasn't scared of Now. After meant I knew those were not last words, and that maybe my trauma could do...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Mar 241 min read
Lessons From My Trauma - pt 5
Now right now, now. not right now nows not the time it wont helop it'll just make things worse the pain will still be there after ok....
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Mar 241 min read
Lessons From My Trauma - pt 4
I dont have to be 'Better' meaning not this way anymore. Doesnt mean I have to be (ugh) 'NORMAL' who would want that? All I have to do it...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Mar 241 min read
Lessons From My Trauma - pt 3
Last Words I remember his last words to me The pain they caused me. Cause me. It's not only his words. Art, books, movies, web lists...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Mar 241 min read
Lessons From My Trauma - pt 2
How did I make it through? Asking for help didn't work. Puppy snuggles helped but not enough to make a difference. My own trauma. Thats...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Mar 241 min read
Lessons From My Trauma - pt 1
I did everything right. I reached out to re-start therapy tooks my meds regularity spent time outside snuggled my dog asked for help....
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Mar 114 min read
27. Back At It
Alright. I'm not doing okay, but am trying to get there through creating some structure and having an accountability partner. So. Yes,...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Mar 31 min read
26. Daily is a bit of a farce
So updating daily clearly is not happening, certainly not with the regularity I planned to hold myself to. Some days I struggle because...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Feb 202 min read
25. The Past and the Present
If life was a movie, I would be hurt, shown to be broken. To be unable to get out of bed or eat. To rise each morning, eyes red and...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Feb 184 min read
24. Hope Guides Me
Starting at 24 because the last one published is #23 and I know I’ve written more, but thankfully I never said that I would write in...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Jan 205 min read
23. Getting Cozy with Plot Holes
I read in a facebook group somewhere that if you have a plot hole and are stuck, you should dive right in - explore - see where the world...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Jan 154 min read
22. Your Wildest Dreams Deserve a Chance
The more I've been writing, the harder it's become. Its as though now that I have started this project, I'm scared to finish it because...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Jan 142 min read
21. Not Just A Ring
It was still there. Nicole let go of the breath she had been holding during that flash moment when she wasn't sure if the ring was still...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Jan 139 min read
20. Daily might be a stretch...
She was an imposter. A fraud. She did NOT belong, How could she? This wasn't her - she grew up in a house that made it impossible not to...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Jan 74 min read
19. She was losing her mind
At first Nicole thought it was just her reading into things, like how when you read a horoscope your mind finds ways to make it fit or be...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Jan 35 min read
18. 2 out of 10
Two out of ten. That's what Nicole would have given herself for her score of how well she did in that moment - even with a re-do. What do...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Dec 31, 20232 min read
17. Cute Pup
Cute Pup G'morning. Trying to think of what to write is part of the process of writing, right? Between writting late last night, not...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Dec 30, 20235 min read
15. One Life
I ugly cried reading a book - Olivia Benson is Running Out of Time (I'm not 100% certain that the full title is correct, but I don't want...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Dec 29, 20235 min read
14. Cupcake?
Blarg! I had a really great idea for a title and something to write about today, but that was last night in the 'middle' of the night and...
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Vaisey Stiles | Write In Real Time
Dec 20, 20233 min read
14. It's like my brain's got my back
What if, and bear with me here, what if ADHD was a coping mechanism for the lack of object permanence? I don't know about you, Nicole...
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