Lessons From My Trauma - pt 5

Now right now, now.

not right now

nows not the time

it wont helop

it'll just make things worse

the pain will still be there

after

ok.

now.

now,

now is not the

only thought.

after.

Because of after

now is okay.

Pain is still here.

Pain will be there too.

But you know what might not be there?

The despair.

it hurts

But the reason thats so

shocking is because

it didn't.

it did, but not like this.

this is new,

even if familiar.

this means there is a was,

just as there is a now,

and now, will be an after.